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Monday, January 31, 2005

Agree !! copied from suit

生命中有什么比自由自在更快活

I grew up again !

i grew mature again on last saturday nite [29 January 2005]..after a talk with someone i've been really wanna get close to..seems like he wasn't the person who was playing in my mind all this while..i was thinking why a person praise themselves as talented/clever/intelligent/wat so ever la..in deed everyone of us in this world have our own talent but do we really need to show and tell everyone 'i'm talented in ....' 'i'm good in ...' 'i'm expert in ....'..if u r know that u r so damn fcking good..u wouldn't be sitting with me telling me all this grandma stories..

i hate it when someone says that 'you're still young..i've a lot more things than you do'..u may be older than me but we're from different background, different standard, different lifestyle, different standard..we're totally different

dun act u know everything when u heard the story from 1 side of the party..sometimes those who like to tell stories in another version is so childish and immature no matter how old u r..sometimes it is better left untold..mayb now in your mind u'll think she is good, i'm bad/evil..*i just kept quiet and having a grin on my face* my choice is to keep it to myself bcoz i dun wan too many ppl get involved..if u did know the truth 1 day mayb it's time for u to decide who is wrong n who is right but i do not know when..time will tell..let's just wait for that day to come..

who knows what will happen next..hope u'll make the right decision and dun regret it..

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

what does ' LOVE ' means ?

For all you people who say, "I love you" when you have no clue what love is exactly!!! Something to ponder upon...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?? -It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her/him -It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her/him off?? -It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's/he's there?? -It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her/him because it's what everyone wants?? It isn't love, it?s LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she/he kissed you, or held your hand? It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her/him confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her/him? It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her/him because the sight of her/him makes your heart skip a beat?? It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her/him? It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her/him every day she is the only one you think of? It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and break when she's sad? Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her/his pain, even when she's/he's strong? Then it's LOVE.

Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her/him? Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her/his faults because it's a part of who she/he is? Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her/him faithfully without regret?? Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her/him your heart, your life, your death?? Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.

It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well. Pass this to all your friends so they don't make the same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!! I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past... Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason our soul heal..But one day when u truly fall in love..remember to let the 'someone' know..to suffer a moment of embarassment is better than letting your happiness fly away forever...

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

R u in love with someone just that u dun realize ?

Wanna knoe when u r in love???
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When you are together with that special someone,you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might lookaround to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go onlyto that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know oftheir safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You aredesperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you cannot avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Happy New Year ~

Happy New Year ~
can't believe it's already another year..everything seems to be the same but the only changes is that i'm getting older day by day bcoz i'm gonna be 22 this year !