Friends

Friends..what are they and who are they actually??

Been trying to think back when I used to have a lot of friends around me..well not that now I do not have friends but at least I know who are they..

Thinking back when I used to be the 1 who initiate / organise every dinner / outing and what do I end up with?? some just taking me for granted..some just ignore and doesn't even take the effort to reply a SMS..so what if you have plans with your other half..all I need is just a reply and not no reply or no answering phone calls..when the other half is not around only you resurface and look for your friends..this is not acceptable to me..

Couldn't understand why some friends are totally different when they started dating..Ya I will be happy for you who have partners but you do not to change yourself or maybe that's the real you..

Our topics are no longer common and all the efforts I've sacrificed makes my heart died..