I grew up again !

i grew mature again on last saturday nite [29 January 2005]..after a talk with someone i've been really wanna get close to..seems like he wasn't the person who was playing in my mind all this while..i was thinking why a person praise themselves as talented/clever/intelligent/wat so ever la..in deed everyone of us in this world have our own talent but do we really need to show and tell everyone 'i'm talented in ....' 'i'm good in ...' 'i'm expert in ....'..if u r know that u r so damn fcking good..u wouldn't be sitting with me telling me all this grandma stories..

i hate it when someone says that 'you're still young..i've a lot more things than you do'..u may be older than me but we're from different background, different standard, different lifestyle, different standard..we're totally different

dun act u know everything when u heard the story from 1 side of the party..sometimes those who like to tell stories in another version is so childish and immature no matter how old u r..sometimes it is better left untold..mayb now in your mind u'll think she is good, i'm bad/evil..*i just kept quiet and having a grin on my face* my choice is to keep it to myself bcoz i dun wan too many ppl get involved..if u did know the truth 1 day mayb it's time for u to decide who is wrong n who is right but i do not know when..time will tell..let's just wait for that day to come..

who knows what will happen next..hope u'll make the right decision and dun regret it..